I hate to do a post without pictures.

This is just a post to update everyone on my parents. Things have not been good and I have not felt like blogging. I will be posting pictures of a dinner I prepared and took over to the hospital for my dad because he is sick of hospital food. My cousins were there and I saw him smile for the first time in months. The pictures are in Adrienne's phone so I will post them soon.
First off, I just want to praise God. He is definitely sustaining all of us and He is worthy of our praise. There are so many people praying and I know that things have went the way they have because our Lord has willed it and everything is under His control.
My dad is still in the hospital and has Alzheimer's. He is very restless, agitated, angry.... He is up, down, hot, cold, comfortable, uncomfortable. He fell yesterday because he is very weak and either will not eat or does not have an appetite. He cries and wants to come home--(Mark and Stacy if you are reading do not tell Grandma we do not want her to worry) Just to let you know what my dad was like, my sister found a spiral notebook in his desk full of prayer requests....he loved to pray for people and then check up on them, many have told me he called them when they were at their weakest moment and his prayers lifted their spirit......that was "my dad"
We have decided to just make him comfortable and focus on our mom who is physically more sick with her liver.
I had a vision yesterday of my parents sitting, laughing and talking with all their friends and relatives that have gone on before them and I know that is where they are headed....to Heaven. I am so sad to have reached this point in my life where I have to part with my parents and no matter how much I prepare myself I am going to have a hard time. I know for my parents to be absent from the body they will be present with the Lord and why would I want them to stay here and suffer?
It is this faith that I have that sustains me. I will be with them again one day for an eternity and I can't even fathom the beauty of Heaven and being in the presence of Jesus. No more pain, tears, fears.....just all pure, wonderful good stuff.
Thank you friends for all your prayers, I love all of you and will be visiting you soon in blog land. <3